| yay hell |
[Aug. 10th, 2004|07:20 pm] |
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| Life am good |
[Jul. 17th, 2004|09:17 pm] |
| [ | mood |
| |  grateful | ] |
| [ | music |
| | Wham!- Careless Whisper | ] |
Let's start yesterday, friday. It all really started when i met andy and billl at best buy. Andy bought some movies and then we decided to pick up some pizza. We all traveled out to Andy's residence and consumed the pizza. We watched some videos and such until it was time to play dress up. By that i mean we got on our Interlochen clothes and ventured to the campus. We started with breakdancing but moved onto tricking in the main part by Kresge. The two coolest feats of the night were one, when billl did a wall flip on a tree and kicked a branch, unleashing a loud noise and a lot of leaves, and two when we did the massive straight up 3 man flips. Mmm good. We talked with some girls for a while and they were intrigued with us, so andy and i may go there tomorrow for a while. We went back to andy's and watched magnificent butcher with samo hung and other tricking vids. We went to sleep at a decent time of 2, i needed the sleep so it was good. I awoke at 10:30 and we all watched some tv before going to culvers with $10 in quarters. You guessed it, we bought 9 burgers, and ate them all. billl had to get a lube job, so we went with him to provide moral support. He then went home and andy and myself went to the Ford dealership to get his car washed. He dropped me off and i took a shower. I was called by catherine and she wanted to hang out, so i went and picked her up after her carwash fundraiser and we went to secret beach. We layed on the sand for a while, but decided to go in to the raging water. It was quite wavy so i was forced to hold her above the waves, good thing she weighs nothing, it seems like i'm strong that way. I was really nice because we just layed beside eachother and talked. We held each other and were sooo very happy. She asked me "So are we dating?" My odvious response is, i'd like to but it's up to you, and because god is tired of shitting on me, she said "well of course i do," and she kissed me. Wow. I am on cloud nine right now, and once more, i didn't even see it coming....... |
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[Jul. 14th, 2004|10:23 pm] |
| [ | mood |
| |  curious | ] |
| [ | music |
| | I'm fat, i need to lose weight, i'm a whale like kelsey | ] |
Today was a low key day. Nothing happened except my grandparents came for dinner, which is always fun. Then billl needed to go clothes shopping so odviously i had to go. Express is too expensive, so we went to the outlet mall bitches... got a shirt and were off to greg's house. Fucked around there and now i'm home. All i can say now is i can't wait for friday, i'm going to hopefully hang out with her, which will be amazing. |
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| Unexpected Events Are Fun |
[Jul. 13th, 2004|11:03 pm] |
| [ | mood |
| |  enthralled | ] |
| [ | music |
| | Story of the Year- Until The Day I Die | ] |
Well today i didn't want to wake up, even though if i slept all day i would miss out on something great. I did the beaver dam thing with billl. For the rest of the day i was still tired, so i just layed around. At around 3 billl came over with his sister and we went to the GWL. It was fun, but i was tired, so nothing could have to fun. I got a call from Catherine at about 5. I wasn't really expecting her to call, but oh well. We decided to go to anchorman. Well at about 7 i picked her up at her house. I recieved the be a good driver talk from her father, as i expected, he doesn't really know me. We went to the movie. I had no idea what would happen. I forcasted with billl that there would be a 100% chance of rain, but only a 70% chance of a kiss. See if i picked that percentage, i could would still have a margin for it to not happen, and if it did i could say i expected it. Yay math class. It did happen, and it made me melt. She is like no one i have ever been with. She has the most beautiful smile and eyes that just make me want to be with her forever and just gaze upon her. She hugs me so tight, i am happy, and i didn't even see this coming.... |
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| (no subject) |
[Jul. 13th, 2004|05:52 pm] |
| [ | mood |
| |  excited | ] |
| [ | music |
| | alkaline trio, not cause i'm emo though | ] |
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| A Change of Pace |
[Jul. 12th, 2004|10:12 pm] |
| [ | mood |
| |  distressed | ] |
| [ | music |
| | Missy Elliot, i dont know why, its on the radio | ] |
Well today i did odd jobs for the parents. It was kinda pay back for all the gas money i have received, so it's cool. I fell asleep for a while, i was really tired for no reason. Then i felt like i needed to do something active, so i rode my bike around for about 45 minutes. It was fun to do something besides running. Well my parents wanted to go to 310 for dinner, so i'm like hell yes. We went there, but the nice part was i got to drive the mini. The weird thing was my dad sat in the backseat, he's never done that before. We had a good dinner and i talked with them for about 2 hours straight, it was good. I wanted a different CD, so my dad handed me outkast "the love below," interesting pick. It was cool cause my parents do like a lot of my music and my mom said to keep driving till "hey yah" ended, haha more driving spiritedly for me. I got home and then a few minutes later my mom and i went to Spiderman 2. I love that movie so much. It's probably because of the whole love story and how it ends. Well now i'm here and i can't wait for tomorrow.... |
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| Past 2 days |
[Jul. 11th, 2004|09:00 pm] |
| [ | mood |
| | excited | ] |
| [ | music |
| | Summer Trace 2003 | ] |
Well i believe it started with yesterday. I hung out with billl andy john and ryan mostly. I woke up yesterday at 6:45 to get ready for the 5k race. I got there and met up with the kenny's. I ran it and thoroughly enjoyed the experience. I ran a decent time and i was able to see a lot of people. Proceeded to the golden mile and then back home. billl and i did the beaver dam thing and today got the $60 each yay. Well i met up with ryan and billl, and then garrett andy and john at billl's home. We played fuckin extreme volleyball, diving was necessary. We proceeded to john's house and alex was there with his new Kawasaki Ninja 250. Nice Nice Nice. I envy him so much, yay for sinning! On to my house for a second and where it all started, Bay Area Urology. We had a parking lot rave and sold parking spots for $7 as advertised by poster boards carried by our half naked bodies. I will not forget to mention billl's chest that said BAU $7, go billl. The highlight was the almost flashing that occured when this SUV had to slow down. She pulls her shirt up to the bottom of her bra and says "haha just joking (giggle giggle)" and to one up her i say, "well i'm not!!!!" so i whip open my shirt and present my wonderful breasts for all the world to see. It was nice to be crazy on the road and have people like us instead of being called fags, which gets old, and i hate assholes. Well all of us sweaty guys went to the fireworks and had a romantic moment. On to my house after the others made some stops. We watched the best of Will Farrel vol 2. Funny. Then i fell asleep cause i was exhausted. The others acted like ninjas and got some ramen and cinnamon toast crunch at about 4:30 in the morning. I woke up at about 8:30 and went to church.
Now Today's highlights
Went to church and walked in with billl. Us 4 (you should know by now who, no mike though.... :( saddening) went into the RE area and made the other people come too. We all checked in, and billl and i were slap happy as hell. I had to translate cause billl was basically speaking gibberish. After a crazy YG, billl and i went to his house to wait for it to be later in the day, so we could get his sister. It never ceases to amaze me how blunt billl can bee with his mom. "Mom i'm a fag" "i lay on emily and tell her i wish she was a guy" "If there was one drug i could never give up, i would be X" and so on. Well we got emily and our $60 and also his sister. I made arangement with catherine to hang out with her. Thanks billl and emily for going to the same beach as me, i needed you guys to come, i was more comfortable with her after. billl you complete me, mike too for that matter. It was fun. I came home cause my parents were mad i didn't call and that i had the car and credit card for the whole day. Well i'll see catherine maybe tomorrow. I came home, they forgot about the whole thing, and i had dinner with the aunt uncle and cousin, always fun. Cody (my cousin) and i went to wash the mini, and on the way saw alex on the 250. He came along and we drove the car pretty hard, a blast to experience, haven't done it in a while. After that he came back to my house and showed my family the glory that is his new bike. My dad loved it, but he also wasn't completely sober, he was loosened up by a glass of wine. So he kept saying it would be great to have a bike again. Maybe he'll keep saying that, i don't think so. Well he left and now i'm writing.
I had good few days. It is amazing how great life can be when you have sooo many friends that are there for you and you can have a amazing time with.
Thanks guys.
Mike i miss you, i need my asian
Life is good, no more emo.... |
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| Cherry Fest is Great.... |
[Jul. 8th, 2004|10:54 pm] |
| [ | mood |
| |  horny | ] |
| [ | music |
| | "I don't know", the one that mike hates | ] |
because of the Thundercats bitches. billl mike andy and i went downtown tonight and decided that tricking was in order. The serving began and this guy came in and threw in some cardboard, it was small but that was okay. He turned out to be part of the Hip-Hop underground in TC, i didn't know that existed but okay. We went and got a refridgerator box and used that as a massive break dancing arena. A huge crown circled up and it was sweet. billl mike and andy were doing some sweet moves, and in turn we made $4.66, a Sony gift card, and a stress ball. Amazing. We were all tired of moving and the downtown scene, so we proceeded to 7-11. Slurpees and TC rap music, nothing better!
"10-cent Deposit" yah that's right bitches
Well i'm gonna go to bed, it was a good all around day
Rave or Die |
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| My life has been turned over... |
[Jul. 6th, 2004|10:25 pm] |
| [ | mood |
| | Empty | ] |
| [ | music |
| | Alkaline Trio-Blue Carolina | ] |
Well i'm now back to where i was a few weeks ago. Alone. I guess i was never meant to have a relationship with kelsey. The age difference wasn't necissarily a problem, but the fact she is 14. When i think about it, i'm going to be a senior and she will be a sophmore, and a young one at that, as i am young for my grade. We are at different points in our lives and have different wants and needs that equal unhappiness. I was never truly happy when we were together because i never got to see her. Even though that was totally not her fault, and she wanted to see me, it was still present. Her parents were also not to much help with restrictions that myself being much older found to be very binding. I cared a lot for her and I still do, but i just couldn't be happy. I would be doing things with billl and mike, and i would know that i couldn't also be with kelsey. I couldn't just call her up and hang out with her till 10 or something random. It had to be planned out and she would always leave after a short amount of time, and i would be empty again. It wasn't like I would be in total bliss because i didn't know when i would see her again, or for how long. So in the end i'm sorry kelsey we couldn't make things work, we had things out of our control that would never allow it. I'm not going to talk about my past 2 days, you can read about them in billl and mikes updates, cause to tell you the truth today was one of the worst days emotionally for me. I was sooo happy those weeks ago when i found out, that after i had been shattered from denial, that kelsey wanted a second chance. I was happy for that, but now i'm back to being alone, where i guess i will be for a long time into the future. It's how i thought after emily, what is wrong with me that causes me to never let anything last. I can never allow myself to be happy. I doubt anyone will give me another chance for a long time, because i don't deserve it.
I'm done...
Life is now back to being emo... |
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| I forgot to mention... |
[Jul. 5th, 2004|09:22 am] |
| [ | mood |
| |  depressed | ] |
| [ | music |
| | Alkaline Trio-This Could be Love | ] |
I was pulled over by the police last night. I cut off a car and they honked at me and such. The cop wanted to know what happened, so i told him, and he said i was a victim of circumstances. I was a victim of being fucking emo..... |
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